I am really disappointed…
Here I am again with my mushy moments. I am really disappointed to someone because I don’t have clues why acting so cruel to me. I don’t know what you’re up to. I don’t know what pissed you off and why treated me like this. I damn hate this type of emotions because I can’t help it but my mind always cling to this painful feelings. I am not an expert in forgetting nor an expert in pretending you’ve been hurting me so much. OMG! I really don’t know what happened, the last few hours I still recall we’ve been discussing things smoothly and in a snap of a finger, even a single word you didn’t even bothered to utter. You know what I hate you so much of hurting me this way when all I did, as far as I could recall was I am damn so busy with editting my rejected posts, chatting my boss in YM and later doing my assignment in Rizal. And then suddenly you’ll be acting that way?!? You know what’s worse than ever? I supposed we’ll be okay then today especially that time you asked me to go home after class but oh, you left me alone in the hot busy streets of bankerohan, pretending as if I weren’t there…when you all know that I was just right behind you. Damn it. I really don’t understand why you’re treating me this way. You really are expert in hurting me. I suggest you include that in your resume because you really are amazingly expert in hurting me this way. Damn all these feelings. Damn all my thoughts. Damn all these tears! How I wish I could pretend as if I don’t know, as if we’re okay. But I can’t. I can’t. Damn it!!!
hai naku… kung ni sabay pka sa amu kahapon… pag bulag nlng mo…! joke… dah ui sakit lng na sa ulo…
Comment by lorei — November 15, 2007 @ 7:36 pm
Hi coco…thanks so much for dropping by. I’m confused to what I should I feel. But i choose to wait and focus nlng muna sa studies. I think we need each time for ourselves..lalu na xa….***bow***
Comment by mgi — November 16, 2007 @ 3:21 am